Monday, September 10, 2007

*{Celebrations...}*

College on friday was a disaster! Three and a half hours of day-dreaming, don't understand what was taught in class, just too tired after a hectic hours of working. I had tried very hard to listen to Mrs. Geetha class, but I kept falling asleep without even knowing it until my head rolled to the side, laying my heavy head on the side of the wall. Lucky I got record down the whole voice convesation taught in class..

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Packed with fun and friends weekend



Celebrating Eva birthday on last Saturday night @ Cafe Iguana @ Riverside Point. The restaurant is favourite for their spicy aroma of authentic Mexican food and 150 types of tequila & magaritas, but its don't taste that fantastic lei, I just don't like to eat Mexican food. But I like the atompshere there, cooling and romantic, I like candle-light dining under an open air near to the beach/riverband..

Cam-whoring session at Cafe Iguana, pub bar & lastly Orchard Partyworld KTV..



This is my time singing ktv until very late till 4am, reach home around 4.45am, only slept for 4~5 hours... No matter what time I slept last night, I will automatically wake up at 7am, so tired yesterday but I still go and meet out with friends.

Another KTV outing with Yingling and Cynthia, singing for a 2 continuously weekends, very shiok, heehee I almost lost my sweetie voice..




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List of things I can do during this month:
- Siewland & Shirley bday celebration on 10 Sept
- Darren Toh bday on 8 Sept
- Darren Lim bday on 11 Sept
- Doreen bday on 11 Sept
- Clubbing (Ladies nite)
- Suntanning, exercise to train up my stamina
- Catch up with friends (hopefully)
- Meet up with Yaping and babe gal..
- Rest & Relax (just simply enjoy my own co.)
- Reach my 12% target
- Going genting from 28 to 30 Sept.

and the list goes on if I suddenly realise there are more things to do.. I will try to fulfill every thing listed above. Geddit.. I am very stress with my studies and works, how to complete all this and clear my mind of my work? My work is getting hectic, studies getting tougher, OMG how to tigger both together, I am going mad very soon.. But I had promise someone that I will not give up, I will hang on, as what he always say: "Good times will start coming soon.."

I had enough of bday celebrations these few months, I am very broke now. Yeah friends, your payback period is coming soon, remember 7-11, don't forget me lor.. Miss you all so much, till you meet up again..

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Lastly, I want to take this opportunity to wish Darren Toh, a Happy Belated Birthday.. I really missed those days we spent together, thanks for yr company, I really appreciated. Really hope to meet out with u soon, hope my dream will come true..

*{ So Lonely, A Lonely Gurl }* | 11:41 pm


Saturday, September 01, 2007

*{Updates, and more updates..}*

I've slept 8 hours.. but why am I still feeling sleeeeeeepy.... Love the weather nowadays =) cooling and it makes sleeping under the cosy covers very shiok, haha.. had a lazy weekend.. but met up with friends to spend the saturday night together

Went shopping with 2 charming guys ~ Jonathan & Joseph yesterday after work.. I'm so bored at work, they are the ones who entertained me with lots of funny sms and emails.. My days will not be so colourful without these 2 charming guys around.. They made me laugh, they bring back my lost-found smile..

This will be last time going shopping with these 2 guys, they are madness, they are so choosy than girls, but they spend money like nobody business.. Jonathan bought a suit of shirt & pants for our coming friend's wedding, wow with this money I can buy 3~5 stuffs of things.. "I must say they are just too rich, no where to spend.." Hahahaa, Joseph is so sweet/charming, he care for me as I was wearing high heel, he always say to me "Are you tired, Do you need a rest.." Heehee, he bought me this white bag for compensation.. So sweet of him, I love it so much, THANK U SO MUCH..


I am so so craving for japanese food, hahaa really hope that they will know what I am hinting for.. Suddenly I heard something from a far end that they are treating me to a nice shinful dinner @ ShinKushiya.. A japanese restaurant situated where Suntec March was formally located.
In my opinion:
* Ambience: 4/5
* Food: 4/5
* Service: 5/5

Our dessert, Sesame Ice-cream and Green Tea ice-cream with moshi! Plus 2 additional cheesecakes.. first, the chef's speciality-> Tofu Cheesecake and also, Kiwi cheesecake!

These guys were so sweet, haha... poked one candle into it and this became a make-shift pre-celebration birthday-cake, hahaa.. That is too early, just have 2 month to reach my bday.. Any way, thanks for your arrangement.. LOVE U ALL SO MUCH, MUACKSS...

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I am so lost, confuse, stress with work....

I guess there's a certain amount of stress in every career.. and I've always taken it in my stride. Don't know if I've become more vulnerable or the stress is too much for me to bear already. I woke up every morning with a heavy heart. I've never felt like this before. Perhaps I did, but was too busy to realise?.. As usual, I had my morning shower. I prayed with all my heart. I prayed that God would show me where to go.. I prayed that he would remove the heaviness from my heart... to relieve me of the stress that's suffocating me.. I didn't have an idea how I could go through this day at work. The thought of going to work just frightens me. I always thought I'm strong enough to handle work, its challenges and the stress. I guess I was wrong.

Running away wasn't the right way to handle the situation, made me feel really bad about it. Let me not be weak like this again.. to face the challenges at work.. I need divine help!

" A bacon of light..my source of strength..
Where I find comfort..
I could only run to you..
Tell me what I would do without you... "


Eating my favourite Ben & Jerry's ice-cream, is my inspiration, motivation, comfort, my drive to go further.. It's cheered me up, what am I to do without this....

*{ So Lonely, A Lonely Gurl }* | 10:19 am


Tuesday, August 28, 2007

*{More Updates..}*

Marked my 8mth working at Polo Ralph Lauren, happen to like that lovely place, my bosses and colleauges are very nice, I'm happy working there. The favourite part about that place, is the flexibility of the working hours (7hr per day) and my job scope, bit boring sometimes but quite challenging during month/year-end closing.


My table during month-end closing..

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I've signed up for the 5km run, organized by the Great Eastern. OMG, I had not been running for donkey years, how can I finish the whole lap within 2 hours limit.. Opps, really need to start practice now, to build up my stamina.. Heehee, I will be taking my own sweet times walking, taking pictures, and abit of running.. I am not taking part as a competition, but just for fun, a gathering with a group of good friends running together. Wish me all the best for the 5km run..

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Back to sch again, I am so lonely in class, hardly able to see any familiar faces around, so sianz.. ACCA papers are getting tougher and tougher now, they had failed alot of people last term exam just to get their revenues.. OMG, should I give up or continue.. If I put more effort to every papers I took, I will have passed my ACCA by now, why am I so stupid and not hardworking.. Past is history, nothing can be changed... FROM now onwards, I must stay focus and no more last minutes burn nights, must start studying early, practice more often..

I am very happy for Darren, Janice and Derrick, they had finally finished their ACCA. Congratulations my dear friends, my day will come soon, I promise.. When they day comes, I will announce loud, and frame my ACCA certificate in my living room where everybody can able to see, can be proud of me.. Thanks for yours superior sinful treat.. And thanks you all for inviting me to yours graduation ceremony, heehee I will be your photographer on that day. See you all around soon, mainwhile remember me ok dun forget me after graduate.. I miss those days we spent in the library studying, I will feel lonely without Darren around, if you all free during that period of time, pls come and find me in the library ok.. WISH ME ALL THE BEST.

*{ So Lonely, A Lonely Gurl }* | 10:15 pm


Thursday, August 23, 2007

*{More about me..}*

I am an idealist and miss little prefect lovely lady. I'm still very much, at heart, someone who wishes to see the world as a reflection of "Care-a-lot" - the cloud-land home of the Care Bears. I am a kind-warm-hearted, love to be loved, bring happiness to everyone around me, cherish every friendships.. I'm a little girl with a thousand smiles.. Xi Nu Ai Le

Love to me, is nothing.. So empty, so lonely, extremely lost about myself.. I will Let Bygones be Bygones (to forgive and forget)... I had no regret knowing you (someone who I once have a crush on you)! Time to nurture a relationship... L.0.V.E to me is to give each other happiness & trust.. I believe in fate.. somehow we will meet again one day.. " I'm still waiting for u ".. Thank you so much for coming into my life, being friend with me. All is appriecated. You will be dearly missed. Till we meet again.



If one day u feel like crying....call me. I don't promise that I will make u laugh, but I can cry with u. If one day u want to run away-- dont be afraid to call me. I don't promise to ask u to stop....but I can run with u. If one day u don't want to listen to anyone.....call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call and there is no anwser...come fast to see me.

Emoing, emoing and more emoing. Yes, people were patient with me and my few words then pause for a long time before continue another few words speech. That is me when I am emoing. Only with the right people, words seems to flow out smoothly. Why is it so difficult for me to speak up? I am always lack of confident. People said to me that I looked very fierce, quiet & strict when u first know me.. But when u know me well, I can be very talkative, lovely, smily, cheeky, joker, doing stupid funny stuffs just to make u smile..

It took me 4 days to complete this.

Yes, The Wedding my one of my favourite authors, Nicholas Sparks. I totally love the amazing twist towards the end. His books never fail to melt me or make me shed a tear or two. I love the way he writes in such an expressive and lyrical manner. I am a sucker for romance. His books alway make me so emo and so wanting my next relationship to be as romantic. Hahaha... It's all so fictional.... Once I start on a book, I could hardly put the book away until I finish it. It used to be like this and I am still like this. There are times I neglect my passion for reading (storybooks that is). However I am grateful that the passion never seems to vanish into the thin air and never come back again. Hahahaa.. Sitting alone escaping from the reality and bury oneself in a good book. That's a very nice feeling. =)

Finally, after awaiting for so long..
Tomorrow is a friday again!
Whee ~~~
I can't wait.

Hope to have a nice weekend ahead..
Hope to find my mr right soon..
Wish me all the best..
hehee !!

*{ So Lonely, A Lonely Gurl }* | 11:34 pm


Sunday, August 19, 2007

*{Updates..}*

Yipee, I had graduated from my favourite brand Artistry Beauty Workshop..


I really learnt alot of knowledge and tips on how to look good, basic cleanser techniques, professional markup skills and grooming skills.. I didn't know that the knowledge I knew and used before, are all wrong.. Until attending the beauty workshops, a total of 6 lessons only cost me $175. One good things about this workshop is that you had used their products for free, and teachers are very professional & approachable.. 6 lessons is really too short, there still alot of things to learn from them, I really interested in this line.. Yipee, after using its products, my skin complexion had really improved alot.. Beauty being with heart, there is no ugly people in the world, true beauty comes from within yourself..

Artistry become my favourite brand, I finally found a brand that I will use forever, the price of their products are so reasonable, and their products are really good, prefectly smooth application.. Ranked as the top 5 brands in the Asian Market for the 3 consecutively years. I am really proud of myself of being Artistry distributor, and I am so amaze about their products, it's really help to improve my complexion and it's enchance my image.. I like their Waterproof Mascara, its lengthens and thickens my eye-lashes up to 200%, superb definition for beautiful, natural-looking lashes. Intensify every lash, one by one.. my lashes grown longer now.. And you can have Dream colours of your own, classic shades express eye-catching colour in three fabulous finishes! One colour..for eyes, lips, cheeks and nails.. Amazing right, but it really works.. I LIKE IT SO MUCH..

Pics of me, pretty Dolly laoshi & my classmates..




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17 Augst 2007 Friday night, went out with my "J" gang to watch the fireworks displays. I want to thanks them for accompanying me, as I am the person who is very fancy to watch fireworks.. Well, if only you were there to view the beautiful fireworks you will know. Heart, Saturn and etc.. I like the feel of as if the fireworks are falling down on us kind of effect! =) Its will be even more better if I had my loved ones watching it with me, so romantic of me.. The Merlion would be a good venue to watch it, the atmosphere is good, a good place with no trees blocking you, bear in mind you have to be there super early to get a good spot. We take away food from McDonald, had our own small light picnic first on an open air, before leading to Geyland for our dinner cum supper.. The fireworks is so fantastic, it was uncharacteristically chilly, better than the displayed on NDP (quoted by one of my friends who is the first time watching live).. THANKS FOR ACCOMPANYING ME.. LOVE U ALL SO MUCH !!


A car full of Hello Kitties @ Marina Square carpark. The front and back seats cover are all Hello Kitties. So is the handbrake cover, steering wheel cover, the dashboard of the car, and etc.... Just simply EVERYWHERE !! I am also a fan of HelloKitty, but I am not that desperate like this car.. Its too much, Very extreme, I tell you. Can you imagine a guy driving this? *giggle* sissified. ROFL.

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Went Orchard shopping with my favourite animals ~ Ostrich on Saturday afternoon.. It's been a long time not seeing her liao, the last outings we had is around 3 mths ago when our animal Hamster's birthday.. Wow, She grown even more pretty now, more feminine after she got a bf, I almost can't recognise her liao.. Maybe it is the time now to find a guy for myself, I really need a guy to hold on to now, as years go by, I feels even more lonely, I really believe that love aura can bring a girl more pretty when she is been happily attached, I also want to be as pretty too.. Even though my image had changed alot, everyone say that I had grown slimmer & pretty now, it's still not prefect, there is still got alot of room of improvements.

My only expectation criteria for looking for my dream guy, is just that he must be taller than me (eg. 1.80m), that is what I am expecting for. Someone who can look after a foolish lovely sweetie girl like me.. I am very introvent in natural, I kept alot of things by myself, friends found it hard to know what I am thinking of.. This is the true image of me, I am not that extrovent as what you all think I am.. Maybe its the fun, happiness, laughter, emotion, feelings, character of me, let people think that I am extrovent person, indeed I am not.. Those friends who knew me well, will have noticed that I am a girl who need alot of security and love. I need a guy who have the key to open every doors of my doubts, who can give me the full entrust and love.. This is my wish for this year birthday, really hope that this will come true.. God, pls help me !!

It's always fun to have Ostrich around, I love shopping with her, but she says that whenever we went shoppping together she will tend to buy alot of things.. Hahaa, you are not the only people mentioning this to me, causing them to spend alot of money on shopping. But most of friends love to shop with me, becos I am their fashion consultant, and I love to groom and I am good in finding cheap nice beauty stuffs... Heehee, we indeed bought alot of stuffs back.. As for me, I bought a supper skinny jeans for $39.90, a pair of earrings for $15.00, etc.. As for her, she bought alot alot.. I'm so sorry to let you spend so much money, SORRY !!

Watched movie ~ The Bourne Ultimatum, is one of my favourite movie this month, I had watched a total of 3 movies within 2 weeks, the movie ~ Bourne is the best overall.. The actor Matt Damon is awesome and immensely charming, the most exciting action thriller movie I even watched.. Matt Damon played Jason Bourne is humiliated. In the very end he somehow miraculously draws upon some hidden reserve strength and saves the day (even through there is surveillance equipment everywhere). Especially on the scene where he patrol a guy on what to do and where to go on the railway station, wow this movie so cool and exciting.. One thrumbs up !! I highly recommend..

Lastly, we took a neoprints before heading back home. THANKS KAZE, U ARE THE BEST !!


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I am so freaky tired..
I need to hit the sack soon.
Tata ~ Good nite

*{ So Lonely, A Lonely Gurl }* | 12:13 am


Sunday, August 12, 2007

*{I lost my fav. pendant..}*


I lost my favourite pendant while on my way back home on Saturday night after the movie ~ Secret. I found it so fishy, it's so strange, my necklace is still around my neck but only my pendant is gone.. Where had it gone? I went back to where I went to before, but I can't it anywhere.. It gone forever, my close friend bought it for me as my last year birthday present.. It's gone, I'm so extremely sad..

There is one incident I want to share, a fishy incident @ Century Square level 2 Ladies toilet on Saturday night around 11.20pm.. I dun know whether is my supertitious or it is just my imagination, I found the place very ghosty, the whole corridor is totally dark even in th toilet too.. I felt very cold and goosepimples everywhere.. My fear level increase as I am walking pass the corridor, I keep telling myself not to thing about it, in my heart I am praying for my safety.. I think that was the time/place where I lost my favourite pendant.. As I was in the toilet, I am still continuing praying, quickly do my business, wash my hands without look at the mirror.. Lucky I am not alone, there were 2 friends accompany me to the toilet.. But I was left alone taking the last bus back home. ON the way home, I was busy calling Josesph till I reach home... Thanks Joseph for entertaining me throughout the bus journey, without him I know what will happen to me.. I am extrememly scare and fear, I even cry while talking to him.. God pls help me.. No matter who u are, Pls dun find me, I am not your target, pls leave me alone.. I dun dare to tell my friends about it, as I dun want to scare them..

*{ So Lonely, A Lonely Gurl }* | 10:40 pm


Sunday, August 05, 2007

*{Happy Birthday Joseph..}*

Welcome back & Happy Birthday to my dearest godbrother ~ Joseph, hope you like my plan and presents.. The whole event ended with full of fun and laughter. Just like those days we are young, its bring back our precious memory... Whenever I encountered problems, I will come to him for help, and he will show his gentleman geatures to help me.. He always there for me when I need help, just like my guardian angel, my lucky star that shows me the way out from darkness.. THANKS U SO MUCH, & HAPPY BIRTHDAY..

27 July 2007, Friday @ 9.55pm @ Changi Airport T2, our birthday boy landed in Singapore.. He was in Australia for 2 years, purshing his Bachelor in Psychology with 2nd upper honors, wow.. Finally graduated, long time no see, how have u been? Got miss me? I miss u so much, my brother.. Hehee, he had not break our promise, he went to my Aunty Mary lavender farm and bought me a bouquet of Lavender wrapped in a gift box, carried all the way from Melbourne back to Singapore. Wow, I am so so touched.. My favourite flower ~ Lavender..

28 July 2007 was his actual birthday, stepped onto your favourite haunt, Siloso beach to celebrate his birthday. Finally, after almost years of procrastination, here I'm blogging about my last Sentosa trip.

We were blessed with a sunny weather. 1st time taking express train into Sentosa! It's not as convenient as compare with Monorail, its only have 4 stations in total, overall it's a good experience.. As usual, besides suntanning and soaking ourselves in the sea water, how could we forget to do our favourite thing, cam-whoring!


After we got out of Sentosa, we were all famished! Went to Bosses @ Vivo for DimSum dinner. I heard an article raved about it thousands and one times on how fantastic the food is, I am so tempted to try. So that day is a good opportunity to dine there since we were entitled to 50% off for all dimsums and desserts on weekdays 2.30-5.30pm.. Fwah, just realise they actually extended the 1/2 price on dimsums and desserts to Saturdays too. Shiok, now I don't have to wait till my leave days to eat already. Hahaa, just in time for the discount, we are just 30 minutes before 5.30pm.


6 dimsums and a dessert, that cost us $30.95... Imagine, we'll have to pay double the price on normal times. I must say the custard is really good and the dessert is nice nice too! For all those tasted so good stuff, you definitely have to pay a pretty high price for them. Still, it's worth it to indulge once in a while... Heehee, maybe that is why it was named as Bosses, only "bosses & taitai" are able to afford just luxury treatment.

After we got our stomach filled, we still have the tempation to stroll down to Häagen-Dazs to try the chocolate fondue.

The ice-creams are nice, Totally heavenly. =) Yummy yum! Thanks to our birthday boy Josesph, who treated all of us.. So sorry, we didn't prepare a cake for you, we are just too full.. Chocolate fondue as a birthday cake, Hope u dun mind.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!

Reached home at about 1.15am. A day of suntanning and soaking ourselves in the sea water. Doing our favourite thing, cam-whoring! Stuffing ourself with good food.. (full tightly up to head). Energy level totally drained out lor... Need a nice rest, too exhausted.. Good nite, tata..

Yeah, a lovely cutie sweetie someone birthday is coming soon, hope to have the same treatment for that lovely someone too.. hehee, 100 days to countdown..

*{ So Lonely, A Lonely Gurl }* | 12:06 pm


Saturday, July 28, 2007

*{H.A.P.P.Y}*

Hahaa, I am very happy another 1 more day to go, tomorrow is my last day of detox. Finally it was to over liao, feel very exhausted at the beginning, I even got very sick on my 12 days of detox, but my mentor said that it is normal it is part of detox cycle, after 2 days I am fully recovered, and feeling so healthy and felt myself change into a different image. I lost a total of 3.5kg in a 14 days of detox, my face complexion had improved alot alot flourished back to my youth days. All thanks to my Amstar's friends, they are the ones who gave me the courage, determination, motivation, and passion through this 14 days of detoxification. Their speech of words, emails, SMS and pad on my shoulders are my motivation. They are ones who had seen my difference from the first days till now. Heehee I am transforming, a ugly duckling is growing into a beautifuly swan..

My colleagues had also found something had changed with me during 2 weeks of detoxification, but they didn't know what I had changed. They just said to me "Jamie, you had grown even more pretty now, what had you really did to yourself, I am amazed.." I was so so happy to heard these phrase of words, they brighten up my days.. I myself, so happy for my outcome, HAPPY..

One thrumb up for Nutrilite and ARTISTRY, they are ones who had transformed me into a swan. My favourite brand ARTISTRY, it's a skin care, comestics and Markup products.. “Artistry skin care and cosmetics offers a wide array of products to help you look and feel younger..” After using for 4 months, I can experience that my skin is getting softer, smoother, more radiant.. My mothter also using ARTISTRY, she also felt the same result as me, she is using the anti-aging products, now her aging baby boomers feel younger, look 10 years younger.. AMAZING.. THANK U..

*{ So Lonely, A Lonely Gurl }* | 8:37 am


Saturday, July 21, 2007

*{Sianz week.. I'm bored}*

What a weekend, I was all alone today from morning till now.. I am so bored at home, no one to go out with, so lonely.. I am so lost, extremely lost of myself.. Most of my friends are being attached, only left me lonely alone... Cried ( *.^) ...

Today 21 July 2o07 5.15pm, windy cloudy day: Went cycling alone at East Coast today afternoon, with my camera, pens & my dairy.. I sat under a shade of a coconut tree, seeing lovely cute kids playing sand-castle, swimming, cycling, skating, etc.. They reminded me of my childhood days, when I first start to learn how to cycle a 2-wheel bicycle. I was so exaggerated to learn a skill, but scared of falling down. I did fall down several times, cried like a baby, but my father kept telling me to climb up by myself, he kept telling me don't to give up, keep on trying, one day I will excel with it. After several trials, finally able to cycle by my own. I will always this phrase of words in mind: "DON'T GIVE UP, GOOD TIMES WILL START ROLLING IN SOON.." Quoted by my closefriend Darren Toh.

Darren, How have u been? Did you receive my emails? Why don't u relpy me? It's been a year, you said to me to cherish our friendship, but you are the one who is avoiding me further. What did I do wrong? If I really did something wrong, I'm apologised, I'm Sorry.. SORRY !

Today is my 6th day of detox, another 8 days to go. Felt very exhausted and restless at the beginning, but now I feel more lighter now and most of close friends around me said that my complexion had improved alot.. So shy to admit, but it really true, I can feel it, my face had flourished, look younger now.. hahaa, so so happy, all thanks to my lovely mentor and so-called mummy ~ Joyce Wong. She helped me alot, she brought me to another piece of world, door of happiness and hope, an OPPORTUNITY. I believe I can, I will try to strive for my goals, follow the path of the successful people mindsets, believe in ourselves, miracles & sucess will start rolling in soon.. Jia You, Hope to go Japan with my mummy and teammates to Japan next year September (it's FOC)... JIA YOU, JAMIE !!

*{ So Lonely, A Lonely Gurl }* | 9:00 pm


Saturday, July 14, 2007

*{14 days of detox..}*

I will start my very first 14 days detox session on next monday 16 July 2007.. I am so excited and the same time worry that I cannot fulfilled the whole 14 days. Wish me "All the Best.."

My main purpose of detox is not only to slim down, but the main reason is to improve my face complexion. Face is the most important assets, is like a x-ray of your health.. Just a simple grow of pimple on your face, it will shows the weakness of one your organs (eg. Liver).. It's so amazing, a simple pimple can also shows a sympton of our health.. Health is very important to me, especially living in Singapore, the standard of living and the costs of hospitalization is extremely high, it can burn off the money u had earned previously in just one day staying in hospital.

I heard alot of stories and true facts of detox, I seen their outcome, it was so amazed ..Wow.. NOw is my turn to face the facts. I am so excitied on how my outcome will be after the 14 days of detoxification.. Will I slim down alot? Will my face complexion improve? Hehee, my ideal target weight is 50kg, I really wish my dream will come true.. Jamie, Jia You !!..

If you do a detox, you will be able to:
- gain better health,
- better vitality,
- even more radiant skin, and
- the loss of some excess pounds as well.

All you need to do is three things.
1) Follow the detox programme which requires you to change your diet a little bit. Eg, take more vegetables and fruits (no processed meat, eggs, oil, tea, coffee, processed beans products and seafoods).

2) Use 1 minute a day (3x times a day) to take some natural health nutrition food supplements, a right consumable will enhance the speed and the effect of the detox.

3) Drink lots & lots of water to flush the toxins out. If you exercise by either running or swimming, it will furthur enhance the results.


And that's it. The rest is up to you... Cheers !!
Jia You !!

*{ So Lonely, A Lonely Gurl }* | 8:43 am


Sunday, July 08, 2007

*{07-07-07}*

7 July 2007 mark a memorable day for my lovely pretty little cousin wedding ceremony. Stepping into the next stage of life. Having another new life thus I wish her "All the Best and May all your dreams come true.." Congratulation to my lovely Tiffany and Kelvin.

Mr Kelvin Law, pls promise me to take care of my little lovely princess Tiffany ok.. If she lost a piece of hair or she tell me that you had bully her, I'll get revenge and definitely stand by her..

Pictures of us when we are young..



We are so so close before when we are young, as years passed by, we tend to be separated as both have our own friends and companions. But when there is time when we gathered together, we will find time to chat around just like when were before.. I will miss you, miss you so much, my little lovely princess.. muacksss !!

Pic(s) of her & hubby on 07.07.07 @ Gallery Hotel


Now hereby, announed Tiffany and Kelvin ~ Husband and Wife...






You won't happen to see me because I am busy taking photos of them.. Assistant video and photographer. U 2 owe me a treat ok, for all the nice photos that I had taken ok ok..

Thanks u 2, I really enjoyed myself very much.. My day will come soon, let mark yr calendar @ 09/09/09. First of all, I need to find my Mr Right first, someone who can make me feel really happy just to be around. I believe in destiny and I believe that I will meet the right guy someday. I am certain I will find that special person someday and when it happens, I will love him with all my hearts... I think my ideal mean will sweep me off my feet and give me all his loves and entrust... Sharing this unusual bond, reveal more of ourselves to one another with each passing week - secrets, doubts and dreams, until finding ourselves falling in love.

Wish me All the best.. Once again, Congratulation to my little pretty lovely princess cousin ~ Tiffany Chia..

*{ So Lonely, A Lonely Gurl }* | 9:21 am


Friday, June 29, 2007

*{Overwhelmed with ..}*

Yo yo, it's being 2 weeks not login to my blog.. What the hell I am up with, I am totally overwhelmed with alot of things. No time to update my blog, no time to hang out with my lovely gang of friends and family members. This year birthday, my wish is to spend ample time to cherish my precious moments with my friends and family.

Update:
1) Today when I was on my way home, I accidentially fall into a small drain and injured my left leg. So ma loo, I everday walked the same way home, first time encountered this incident. Now then I know, Singaporean were not that kind as what I think of, they saw me fall down, but they never show their initiative to help me. Somehow there is still got some ppl around to help me. My leg is in pain now, its starts to swollen and turn red, so painful to walk.. Lucky there is no scars left behind, my legs is my precious assets, I am so ugly liao, I can't let my legs become my burden.. What a friday evening, I actually had planned to go midnight shopping with Janice, now it was cancelled, maybe god had arranged this long ago, god don't want me to spend too much money on shopping.. heehee self-motivation !!

2) Last saturday, went to Boat Quay ~ The Mind Cafe with my lovely "J" Gang.. Its really fun, we had a lot of fun and self-pose of crazy photos in Mind Cafe, and we almost lost our voice on that day of shouting and laughing non-stop.

I like the Niagara strategy game the best. Just when I had a brilliant and cunning way to win the game, we ended it so abruptly and shifted to the sofa area playing a new game. Boo! =P

After 3 hours of shouting and laughing, we finally left the place, and headed to TCC that's situated behind Mind Cafe to chill out.
Our drinks.. Guess which is mine ?


Lastly, to end up our day, I went to Cathay Cinelesiure to watch our midnight movie "Fantastic 4" around 11.45pm. I like Fantastic 4 very much. Considering that I did not watch part 1 to part 3 of the show before. Hahahaa, I realise I've this habit of watching the sequel without watching the 1st few parts of movies. But I can understand the story quite well, very interesting and mystery, overall its a nice show to watch. Personally, I find the length of the movie a little too short, only 90 minutes. Other than that, I give this movie a 5 thumbs up!

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I am so so so busy with my work.
As busy as bumble bee.
I wonder when is our next outing will be ???
More gossips please.......

1 more day to MY WEEKEND!
I know, I'm like putting on a smile on my face today.
Feeling so happy!
Yippee!!!
Can you feel me???

I can't wait for weekend to come.
I need to get a proper re-charge!
Erm, I mean more sleep.
Hahaha....

Ok,
I'm done for the day.
not thinking straight
going to bed soon.
*Yawn*

Good Night my friends, thanks for dropping by.. love u all so much, muacksssss !!

*{ So Lonely, A Lonely Gurl }* | 11:55 pm


Sunday, June 17, 2007

*{200 Pounds Beauty..}*

I am so addicted to this korean drama movie ~ 200 Pound Beauty, I repeated and repeated it several times.. It was so Lighthearted, witty, bitingly funny, and heartwarming, it touches my heart, melt it into pieces, I even cried thoughout the whole scene..

It brings back my memories of me before (When Romance Meets Destiny).. I was once a fat ugly girl, who had secretly fall in love with a guy that I loved very much. Becos of my obesity looks, and he is one of the most handsome gentleman guy among all my friends, I scare being teased by their malicious jokes, that is why I had no courage to express my feelings to him before. Till now noone had notice it, it is still in my dream, the main purpose of losing weight is all because of him. Dream of becoming a beautiful gorgeous lady one day.. After 6mth of dieting, lost of 10kg of fats, I finally become who I am now..

Last Friday, when I was on the mrt going back home, I saw him on the train too in the same cabin. We happened to notice each other, he came towards to me and said "Hi Jamie, how have u Been?" This few words touches my soul again. "Jamie, you are so beautiful, glad to see you again.." I am so happy that he still remember me.. At point of time, I thought of hugging him and cried at his chest, and tell him how I felt now.. Actually I told him to turn back, while I clean off my tears drops of my lovely cheeks.. This is how we met again.. He even sent me home, and while I about to open my door, he lift my hand up and gave me his namecard, and say a last goodbye before he stepped in the lift..

Keep in touch.. cya soon !!

*{ So Lonely, A Lonely Gurl }* | 1:41 pm


Tuesday, June 12, 2007

*{New image..}*

I am going to curl my hair this friday evening after work.. I am so excitied how the outcome will be after doing it, I need a new image of myself, a fresh new look.. Quite tired of my straight hair liao.. 20+ years of straight hair, maybe is the time to change a new look of me, a more feminine and sexy look of me..


How I look? Nice.. Most of my friends said that I look better with curl wavy hair than straight hair.. More feminine and sexy.. What do u all think ?


She is my hairstylist on that day, her name is Chris, a senior hairstylist @ Nono Saloon @ Clarke Quay, The Central Mall. She is really really good, she will guide from your look and suggest what hairstyle suit you better.. Firstly, she will let you choose the hairstyle you like from the magazines, and then she will analyst from your character.. woo hoo, she is so professional..

As for me, I prefer more sexy feminine look, and a bit of sweetie lovely look.. Urgently looking forward, can't wait to see my new lovely sexy feminine look.. If you want to see me in straight hair, quick meet out fast, after friday a new Jamie will appear in your bear eyes.. hahaaaaaaa !!

*{ So Lonely, A Lonely Gurl }* | 7:14 am


Thursday, May 31, 2007

*{Nerve Breaking..}*

I am super stress, extremely stress now.. 6 more days to exams.. God pls help me.. Nothing get into my head, totally blank, feeling so dizzy now, going to get sick very soon..

I feel so lonely and sick now, I really wish I can hold on to someone, lend on to his shoulder and hug him tightly, and cry my doubts out to him.. I am going mad soon, so tired of myself, I'm extremely overloaded.. Today went to Airport to study with my ACCA friends, after studying there for more than 8 hrs, I suddenly felt very dizzy.. As usually I fall asleep in the toilet, my friends got worry about me after went MIA for more than 30 minutes. They kept on calling me, but I never relpy them becos I kept my phone in slient mode. Suddenly, I heard someone calling my name, she telling me to wake up, the voice sound very familar.. Who are u? Ah Ma izzit u? Pls answer me? ..

Who am I? Can anyone tell me who am I? Oh shit I can't recognise myself.. I started to cry loud by looking myself at the toilet mirror, everyone in the toilet with me got worried.. No one is able to stop me from crying, at that point of time I heard the familar voice again, this time round I heard it very clearly "my dear Jamie, don't pls dun cry, I am here beside you..". At that moment, I think back of my late-godmother.. I know she is there, she is there beside me calling me.. I really miss her so much !!

Thanks Joseph, Derrick, Ivan, Janice, Maple and Joanne for being there for me.. I love you all so much.. Muackssss !!

I so stresssssssssssss now... God pls help me !!

*{ So Lonely, A Lonely Gurl }* | 7:10 pm


Thursday, May 24, 2007

*{Studying in progress...}*

Exam coming in 2 weeks time... wow wow I am not prepare it at all.. oh shit how??

Nerve breaking moments! Heat filling up my head.. I’m been overwhelm with work and studies, going to die soon, hahaa, god help me

*{ So Lonely, A Lonely Gurl }* | 11:36 pm


Saturday, May 12, 2007

*{Thank U, Joyce}*

Thank U my dearest bubby Joyce..

Thanks her for bringing me this opportunity to expand my boundary of success. Thanks her for bringing me to see freedom, success and miracle..

I really learnt alot after going over to Taiwan, I really understanding the story behind it. I had no regret going over there, I will like to thanks her for encouraging and insist me to go. With all my friends' encouragement, I let go my doubts and decided to go for it, the next day when I went back to office, I told my boss that I will be taking 2 days leave on one week time. Without any hestitation and explaination, I had make decision.. And this decision is the correct choice, I really learnt alot of thing after coming back from Taiwan, I see alot of things that others can't experience before, my thinking and knowledge and changed alot. My aim had not changed, I will try to strive to my goal bit by bit. "Hang it there, good times will start rolling in.." Believe in yourself, Just do it..

Yipee, another dream had accomplished, my face complexion had improved alot.. Most of my ance spots had been almost clear, feeling so happy to hear all my close friends praised me on my complexion. All thanks to my dearest bubby Joyce. She changed my life, she changed my appearance.. I believe in her, each day I seen her complexion had improved, I see how she process from a worse condition to an angel now, and I know she will help me too.. I will follow closely to her now, there is more skills and knowledge to learn from her.. Joyce, thanks for giving this opportunity to know u.. THANK U SO MUCH, MUACKS.. To me, you are just like my mummy, thanks for adopting me. I will like to take this year's mother day to thank my mummy Joyce, HAPPY MOTHER DAY !!


Faith Laoshi & mummy Joyce

hahaa.. that me and Joyce

Let us strive our goal together as a team, we will for sure see our freedom and stage one fine day.. Jia You !!

*{ So Lonely, A Lonely Gurl }* | 10:50 am


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.::. About Me .::.

*Name : Jamie Mak
* Birthdate : 7 Nov 19_ _
* Zodiac Sign : Scorpio
* Occupation : ACCA Student
* Email : jamie_mjy@yahoo.com.sg

Missions to Accomplish
* To find True Love
* Get married soon
* Slim down
* Pay increment
* Ear pierced
* Have my charm back
* Change from ugly ducking to princess
* Improve my face complexion
* Pass ACCA with flying colours
* Change handphone
* Travelling overseas
* Desperately need money $$$$

More about Me
* little miss perfect
* temperamental
* sharp-tongued & blunt
* really a DEVIL in disguise
* sweet smile
* fun-loving
* sleeper
* day dreaming
* blurry awake
* chatterbox ~ talkative
* doing silly & crappy stuffs
* shopping and still shopping
* sun...sea...beach

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